‘‘
and if i were to leave
tell me,
would you
even stop me?
’’
Tuesday, June 3, 2008.
2nd june;


everything seems fine at the beginning.
went to the hospital and took care of grandma.
i couldnt describe our excitement and relieve when
we saw her opening her eyes for like 5 secs.
she had been in a coma for days.
shant talk about this. just pray that she';; get well soon slowly.
went to the hospital at around 1pm.
had been thinking really a lot these days.
kept thinking and feeling like as though there's spirit
near me and my imagination starts to run while.
i know, sounds really lame.
but...
i just cant help it . LOL
i remember got one night i actually called xuxu to talk to me for a while (:
thanks xuxu !
when we;re about to leave the hospital at about 9 plus .
fuck it lah .
i dislocated my jaw and was send to the a&e.
its fucking pain.
freaking doctor took ten years can.
still must go to the waiting area then check this check that
then waited again to see the doctor.
asshole
and worse of all,
the doctor super kns.
he dont bloody know how to fix back my jaw lah .
he push make until my jaw fucking pain
then he decided to call the senior doctor
senior doctor told me to take off my tongue stud.
seriously im in great pain still ask me do these kind of shit thing at that point of time.
what the hell . ass.
after taking it out,
senior doctor couldnt fix it back also .
decided that they should put me to semi- conscience.
and, the freakin doctors were like chatting with each other while im in pain.
really damn fuck
they inject some stupid shit inside me and asked me to take out my watch..
why on earth do they even bother about that ?!
just fucking fix my jaw and get over and done with it lah .
they forced me to lie down on the bed.
its not as though i dont wana lie down in the first place.
somehow it just affected my jaw and caused me to be in even greater pain.
of course i dont wan lah !
stupid ass.
then they inject some fluid for me to be semi0 conscience.
im supposed to be in SEMI-CONSCIENCE.
that freaking doctor inject too much until i fully fell asleep
-.-
put some tube with oxygen inside my nose and it sucks.
so much air dont know for wad also . brrrrrrrrrr
seriously, he know nuts about it lah . think i some bai lao su arh.
he still need to read the instructions first can.
scare the hell out of me .
wen i woke up,
i found my head being wrapped like as though im wearing hair band ..
thick ones !



cgh cannot make it.

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