Monday, June 2, 2008.
my heart almost skipped a beat .
i wont consider today a good day.
was late for work for about an hour but didnt really care cause
kevin say richard wouldnt be there in the morning.
and winn came rather early today .
worse of all, i couldnt even remember her and i looked at her
and looked away . and when there's customers, i was like busy
textin on my phone till that extend that she came and tapped
my shoulders and tell me there's customers -.-
she's really super fierce. ):
during the early afternoon, my heart almost skipped a beat,
tears almost fill eyes and roll down my cheeks.
but i know , i have to control my emotions.
i felt so vexed and anxious about the situation.
i nearly left work .
mummy say it would be good if i can come over
but she told me to continue working first.
sigh,
i couldnt explain the feeling inside me.
if i have a chance , i'll be filial and do my part and take good care of u
though it may not be too late yet but. i just felt really, i dont know .
and i know, whatever i'll be doing is not gonna be good enough.
this are all last minute amendments .
dont sleep just yet.
i wanna be there to see you through.
im sorry for what i;ve done and what i did not do for you.
i know, yes. you;ll forgive me for my mistakes
but i cant forgive myself for ranting and screaming at u in the past.
it was my wrong, my mistakes.
im sorry for always finding excuses to not visit u .
i remember how happy u were when u saw me.
i know, u dote on me most.
i just wanna say im sorry and i'll be there to take care of u for as long as u allow me to.
iloveu
agony;remose;vague
