Sunday, September 7, 2008.
colourless ;
i just wanted the best for you.
hello ...
my day didnt started off very well .
woke up late.
was supposed to nap for an hour and wake up at 345am
to get ready and go for filming.
but i woke up at like 5am .?!
dont kno whow to explain how kan jiong i was.
everybody keeps calling and calling .
faints !
went to church after shoot.
and,...
church wasnt that bad,
didnt fall asleep .
and i know i need god back .
my pillar of strength .
i dont know how long more can i endure..
the responsibles are getting heavier and same goes to
the problems.
so tired of everything already .
deep down ,
@%#$%$^%$&%^*^%&%$^
@#%@%#$^%$&%^&$^^%
but...
:D
i guess i still can endure (:
went to le;s house to play mahjong
and stoned there ...
lost quite alot i owuld say .
perhaps im not exactly concentrating though .
till here cause aint exactly in the mood.
and am already super tired.
now, still thinking if i should rest
or contiune doing my work.
empty ;
nothing feels right when im not with you.
